Sunday, January 14, 2007
I lost my best buddy, someone who cares about me,who spent my last birthday with me..bought me bracelet and timberland shoes.
He's someone who brought me to a japanese restaurant that he likes alot..He's someone who shares alot of his problems with me and made a promise that he will get healed no matter what..
but now he's gone, God chose to take him with Him..
and i've been really devastated the whole morning, unable to fight my tears, unable to have a proper meal.Ate only a meal today..but what i've been through can't be compared to what he's been through..
3 years of leukemia, made him suffer like nuts, but now he's free from it,and i believe he's in heaven..
but no matter what he's always in my heart,the one i adore and the one i miss the most..i owe him lots..and while he's alive, i didn't make it up to him..and now he's gone..i can only live to my fullest for him.
So this song by flyleaf is dedicated to him and i edited a few words:
his headaches are constant increasing in pain
each passing day
he cant even manage to stand on his own its gotten so bad
you think in saying theres no use in praying
but still he bows his head
so he can say
thank you for just one more day
supernatural patience
graces his face
and his voice never raises
all that, of a love, never let go of
she has every reason to throw up her fists in the face of her God who let her dear son die
through all the prayers and tears, he still passed in pain anyway
now you think in saying theres no use in praying
but still she bows her head
so she can say
thank you for ending his pain
supernatural patience
graces her face
and her voice never raises
all that of a love never let go of
never let go of
she has tear sheds away
what's left behind is pain
this is so strange
1/14/2007 11:42:00 pm
