Wednesday, February 14, 2007
10 am in the morning~
My morning is being ruined by my mum.
She started scolding me early in the morning, fuck my forgetfulness..
i forgot to switch off the lights last night, i haven't done my fucking chores..
i didn't accompany her to buy stocks and stuff for chinese new year..
she likes to beat around the bush..give me bloody hints like i understand..aww man like come on..just go straight to the point..
my date is at 2.30pm, i still have time..and why don't she tell me that..like a day before..fucking communication barrier..fuck that man..she doesn't talk to me at all like seriously..she doesn't know whats going through in my life..
and why does she have to control every step i take..
what i wanna do..what i wanna say..where i wanna go..
and why does she always have to get stepdad involve..
its not like i do something bad..
i don't club..i don't smoke..i don't rob..i don't drink much, i don't get hangovers(like fuck i don't drink)i don't sleep around..i don't do drugs...then whats wrong with me...
and i that bad?!? why compare me with others..to tell her the truth...all my classmates except for jiangling and me clubs...AND I FUCKING DON'T!! and i hate to...all the smoke..all that techno...
i go to rock concerts only!!!! like seriously nothing wrong with that..and thats what i love to do!! my guitar, my band..MY LIFE!!! and can you imagine like my concerts start at 2pm in the afternoon!!! imagine that scorching sun..
Mum!!! seriously!!! stop doing this to me..i'm not a 5 year old kid..i can take care of myself like seriously i can!!!!!
i'm not stupid...
and my valentine morning is ruined!!! and i'm damn emo now like i wanna kill myself again...slit bleed cry and DIE
-----> So nervous, going to meet him soon!!! ahhh!!!
--->me and besties
at cineleisure!!
look how touched am i?
and here, this is what i've got:
---->now he get his present!! ha!
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----> a toast!
She started scolding me early in the morning, fuck my forgetfulness..
i forgot to switch off the lights last night, i haven't done my fucking chores..
i didn't accompany her to buy stocks and stuff for chinese new year..
she likes to beat around the bush..give me bloody hints like i understand..aww man like come on..just go straight to the point..
my date is at 2.30pm, i still have time..and why don't she tell me that..like a day before..fucking communication barrier..fuck that man..she doesn't talk to me at all like seriously..she doesn't know whats going through in my life..
and why does she have to control every step i take..
what i wanna do..what i wanna say..where i wanna go..
and why does she always have to get stepdad involve..
its not like i do something bad..
i don't club..i don't smoke..i don't rob..i don't drink much, i don't get hangovers(like fuck i don't drink)i don't sleep around..i don't do drugs...then whats wrong with me...
and i that bad?!? why compare me with others..to tell her the truth...all my classmates except for jiangling and me clubs...AND I FUCKING DON'T!! and i hate to...all the smoke..all that techno...
i go to rock concerts only!!!! like seriously nothing wrong with that..and thats what i love to do!! my guitar, my band..MY LIFE!!! and can you imagine like my concerts start at 2pm in the afternoon!!! imagine that scorching sun..
Mum!!! seriously!!! stop doing this to me..i'm not a 5 year old kid..i can take care of myself like seriously i can!!!!!
i'm not stupid...
and my valentine morning is ruined!!! and i'm damn emo now like i wanna kill myself again...slit bleed cry and DIE
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14th February (Valentine's Day Afternoon)
Lynn and Steph came to my house, helped me with my stuff..doll me up a little..ha ha ha ha..it looks like as if i'm getting married. ha! they wore this white top that looks identical, so its like as if they are my bridesmaid. And i'm the bride of the day!!
ha!
I'm like so excited, trying to get my last bit of the album done! Bought a bouquet and its for decoration purposes!!! can you imagine a bouquet just for that purpose! ha!
and it looks really pretty, but the black box is extremely big.So he delayed a little, not disappointing at all, because i haven't finish decorating the box yet so..i'm glad he delayed..but that doesn't mean i don't wanna see him!!
and in the train we were like taking pictures like these:
and in the train we were like taking pictures like these:
-----> So nervous, going to meet him soon!!! ahhh!!!present for him~
--->me and besties
----> I'm goth princess today!!
and they left me with my prince
and they left me with my prince
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So there is he standing looking cute and charming and everything..
So there is he standing looking cute and charming and everything..
ahhhhh~~~~~my emo prince!
So we watched GHOST RIDER and it was really fantastic!!! like seriously!
at cineleisure!!we are going to watch it already!! yaaa!
and we were like going
and we were like going
" aww man!! i can't believe that this is happening!! its valentine's already!! our 1st 1st valentine's!!"
and he is my valentine
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------6.45pm at The restaurant(WARAKU)
And he gave me a coffin!!! ahhhh!!! perfect for a goth princess here..ha! and its studded!!ahhhh!!! and there i'm reading what he wrote me! and its so sweet like totally!
And he gave me a coffin!!! ahhhh!!! perfect for a goth princess here..ha! and its studded!!ahhhh!!! and there i'm reading what he wrote me! and its so sweet like totally!
look how touched am i? speechless totally!! love what i received~
and here, this is what i've got:-bullet for my valentine cd
-fall out boy cd
-emily the strange belt buckle
-emily the strange cd
- a stalk of red rose
- and a bullet!
ha!
aww man!!! i love them all~best valentine's day ever!
and here comes our food!!! ahhhh
and here comes our food!!! ahhhh
---> mine and that spicy seafood is his!! yummy yummy!!!
---> he love his food!!!
---->now he get his present!! ha!
---->- a bouquet
- a sketchbook
- a t shirt(designed by me!!!)
ha!
hope he really love them!
nothing expensive, but i hope he fancies them
----> now he's reading the sketchbook that goes like :
"she was a girl and he was a boy, cannot be anymore obvious" on the 1st page!
and he really likes it!
----> a toast!
love this picture!! really nice isn't it?!?
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9.00pm at Esplanade
here we are at the cafe, having our sodas..
----> and here it is:
---> the picture of the day!!!
this is so strange
2/14/2007 10:00:00 am
