rocking with emily the strange

Sunday, February 25, 2007

studying on a sunday..
kinda tired though..rested in between, watching gokusen again..
didn't really open my mouth to talk for the whole day..ha!
obviously no one to talk to..became a little emo after that, sitting at a corner..thinking about some rubbish..not really rubbish..but stuff just run through my stupid peabrain..
alright alright alright..i guess its called stoning!!!
whatever..
wondering what is lynn and steph doing...
wondering are we still meeting up to study and stuff...
i'm kinda hungry but i'll get some junkfood to eat later(unhealthy cny goodies)
Mum's going to have a romantic dinner with daddy..wearing this purple dress(or top???though theres no bottom..fine fine...lets make it a dress.. right...)
and guess what? the food lover me..doesn't want to go along!!!!hA!! thats the 1st time!!!
i feel so tired...so so tired...i think i better go take my pills...argh..

this is so strange
2/25/2007 07:38:00 pm

Saturday, February 17, 2007

nothing's going right today...like really..
chores piled up for me to do...
aww man...cried alone in my own room..like nobody can help me..and it seems like this lunar chinese new year is really...emo...

well..
talking about tears..
heres a song.. kuroi namida(black tears) from NANA the movie soundtrack!

this is so strange
2/17/2007 01:00:00 pm

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

10 am in the morning~

My morning is being ruined by my mum.
She started scolding me early in the morning, fuck my forgetfulness..
i forgot to switch off the lights last night, i haven't done my fucking chores..
i didn't accompany her to buy stocks and stuff for chinese new year..
she likes to beat around the bush..give me bloody hints like i understand..aww man like come on..just go straight to the point..
my date is at 2.30pm, i still have time..and why don't she tell me that..like a day before..fucking communication barrier..fuck that man..she doesn't talk to me at all like seriously..she doesn't know whats going through in my life..
and why does she have to control every step i take..
what i wanna do..what i wanna say..where i wanna go..
and why does she always have to get stepdad involve..
its not like i do something bad..
i don't club..i don't smoke..i don't rob..i don't drink much, i don't get hangovers(like fuck i don't drink)i don't sleep around..i don't do drugs...then whats wrong with me...
and i that bad?!? why compare me with others..to tell her the truth...all my classmates except for jiangling and me clubs...AND I FUCKING DON'T!! and i hate to...all the smoke..all that techno...
i go to rock concerts only!!!! like seriously nothing wrong with that..and thats what i love to do!! my guitar, my band..MY LIFE!!! and can you imagine like my concerts start at 2pm in the afternoon!!! imagine that scorching sun..
Mum!!! seriously!!! stop doing this to me..i'm not a 5 year old kid..i can take care of myself like seriously i can!!!!!
i'm not stupid...
and my valentine morning is ruined!!! and i'm damn emo now like i wanna kill myself again...slit bleed cry and DIE

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14th February (Valentine's Day Afternoon)

Lynn and Steph came to my house, helped me with my stuff..doll me up a little..ha ha ha ha..it looks like as if i'm getting married. ha! they wore this white top that looks identical, so its like as if they are my bridesmaid. And i'm the bride of the day!!

ha!

I'm like so excited, trying to get my last bit of the album done! Bought a bouquet and its for decoration purposes!!! can you imagine a bouquet just for that purpose! ha!

and it looks really pretty, but the black box is extremely big.So he delayed a little, not disappointing at all, because i haven't finish decorating the box yet so..i'm glad he delayed..but that doesn't mean i don't wanna see him!!
and in the train we were like taking pictures like these:

-----> So nervous, going to meet him soon!!! ahhh!!!

present for him~

--->me and besties

----> I'm goth princess today!!
and they left me with my prince

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So there is he standing looking cute and charming and everything..

ahhhhh~~~~~my emo prince!

So we watched GHOST RIDER and it was really fantastic!!! like seriously!

at cineleisure!!

we are going to watch it already!! yaaa!
and we were like going

" aww man!! i can't believe that this is happening!! its valentine's already!! our 1st 1st valentine's!!"

and he is my valentine

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------6.45pm at The restaurant(WARAKU)

And he gave me a coffin!!! ahhhh!!! perfect for a goth princess here..ha! and its studded!!ahhhh!!! and there i'm reading what he wrote me! and its so sweet like totally!

look how touched am i?

speechless totally!! love what i received~

and here, this is what i've got:

-bullet for my valentine cd

-fall out boy cd

-emily the strange belt buckle

-emily the strange cd

- a stalk of red rose

- and a bullet!

ha!

aww man!!! i love them all~best valentine's day ever!
and here comes our food!!! ahhhh

---> mine and that spicy seafood is his!! yummy yummy!!!

---> he love his food!!!

---->now he get his present!! ha!

---->

- a bouquet

- a sketchbook

- a t shirt(designed by me!!!)

ha!

hope he really love them!

nothing expensive, but i hope he fancies them

----> now he's reading the sketchbook that goes like :

"she was a girl and he was a boy, cannot be anymore obvious" on the 1st page!

and he really likes it!

----> a toast!

love this picture!! really nice isn't it?!?

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9.00pm at Esplanade

here we are at the cafe, having our sodas..

----> and here it is:

---> the picture of the day!!!

this is so strange
2/14/2007 10:00:00 am

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

6th of february

i went for guitar lessons and guess what?!? my teacher said i skipped two lessons and i'm able to play some songs!!! ha! beginner stage gone~

and i have outdoor shoots at Oasis palace today..great stuff!!!!!pictures not out yet but heres 1 of it at my modelling agency.

Oh ya! gotta know this guy who looks like a korean star, baeyongjun..but who cares..ha~ he had shoots with me like as in a couple kind..but me totally not interested in him..he kinda suck a little..well i have someone in mind already..so shoooo~

manage to meet alv at night..yup!

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7th February

laala~~watched bullet for valentine's concert dvd with alv.. kept roaring though..wonderful day yeah! i cooked 20 tanyuans and we stuffed ourselves with it until we are really full..became really hungry after that..had dinner at my neighbourhood community centre, buddy hoaggies.. and then there goes my mum again!!!! rawr!!

i look so sleepy! ha! was tired though

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8th February

Went to help out over at my mum's shop till i realise theres SAD class that day.. after that i went over to far east to get my stuff done..not gonna tell you what, only on wednesday will let you know.ha! well but lynn and steph knows already!!! ha! yeah!

well met up with alv to go over to TP to watch a gig, with Joy!!!(i mean a friend named, JOY!)So we had dinner together in her school, to realise that her school canteens are all closed, but we still manage to get food.

The gig was awesome..know so much from Joy, as in about herself..and we were like supporting her bestfriend, Emily..not the strange, she was really cool, singing songs from maroon5,evanescence and no doubt..i felt really inferior after that and realise how useless i was.. like i can only sing, but its only above average..not good at all..i can't do anything other than sing..but Alv let me felt better after that..

So i decided to improve myself, and i find that my voice range is actually quite broad..but my voice is really still goth metal..nightwish,evanescence.lacuna coil, within temptation kind..like really opera-ish kinda thing..

but i was really happy that i can really hit notes that some can't..i can still sing paramore's, flyleaf, avril and many others..

i'm happy with what i have already, but still lotsa rooms for improvements..this gig really taught me lots!!!!

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9th February

we met for breakfast! Went to fareast again!!! he bought cradle of fith's concert dvd! it was like really awesome kinda thing!!!! CRADLE OF FITLH!!! ITS LIKE CRADLE OF FILTH!!!! and i bought my nightwish!!! awesome stuff too.. you know like NIGHTWISH!!! and i manage to get my stuff done! i was like so happy because its done la!!!

really great photos huh!!!!that one is stupid! ha! me and my stupid face!

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10th February

4th date with Alv huh!

a last minute kinda thing!! and we had soup spoon!! yeah!!! went over the place to look for valentine's dining places..but still waraku the best!!! ha!! saw the cosplay cafe and i told him i wanna work there..it seems so cute, the outfit is! woohoo!!

he bought a shirt, i bought a dress at bugis, refugee's again..ha! my dress costs only 19 bucks like damn cheap and really nice kinda thing..

we bought some valentine's gifts for our close friends, and damn i won a stupid notebook..aww man..stupid luck of mine..i though i could get the movie tickets..argh!!!!

hopefully be able to get that pendant! ha!

last bellydance lesson!!!!yeah!!! more saturday nights then~~~

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11th February

working working working

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12th February

This is almost the best monday ever!!! no more blues at all..no school like fuck school!

and theres him! we watched cradle of filth, not till the end! ha!half way kinda thing

had dinner at MOS burger with lynn and alv..

met veronica at PS..working and we were like ahhhhhhhhh long time no see kinda thing!!! ha ha! but she's cool...we are two gothic girls..ha!! hail two goth princesses!!!! la la la~ lynn was like totally lost kinda thing!!! i went home and she was like saying, "what is goth ah? or is it golf??" ha! whatever that is!

this is so strange
2/13/2007 12:06:00 am

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

today i had fun in kbox with lynn and alan..

its been so long since i last sang so many mandarin songs..

i almost die inside..because we kept singing and singing till theres nothing to sing..

pathetic huh..but we have fun..

i hate the way i hold the mic..

this is so strange
2/06/2007 12:16:00 am

Sunday, February 04, 2007

This is the song for the day!
ha!my favourite avril's song

fall to pieces(by avril lavigne)

this is so strange
2/04/2007 12:17:00 am

Saturday, February 03, 2007

I went out with alv again today, collected my red shirt(oversized), bought new accessories.

Well, we had lunch at island's cafe, had crayfish horfun and crayfish laksa! ha! its saturday, but we ate such food.ha! but its really really nice.

---> I'm trying to be a professional photographer and i took this picture of his hand(alv,your hand's really not natural leh..haha...next time take again ok?he wanted to point middlefinger at 1st..naughty boy) and 2 glasses of water

----> he took a pic of me, and thats my crayfish seafood horfun and my glass of hot chocolate!!(craving for chocolates huh)

----> My favourite pic of his of the day!(so adorable eating the laksa huh. Wonder why i can take such cute pictures of his huh?with my professional photography skills, of course la!)

ha!Whatever!

---> after the hearty meal of ours, here comes chocolate fondue!!!(ahhhh~chocolate again!!!) i squeak alot of times while eating, heavenly it was~awww...and theres plenty of bananas, my favourite too!!!

----> He says this picture is kinda like "wu jian dao", ha! i never watch the show. but we sure do look alike huh!

this is so strange
2/03/2007 11:36:00 pm

Thursday, February 01, 2007

having mock test now, and what am i doing.
updating my blog, because i'm bored.
amos told me theres a gig tomorrow, but i doubt i can even go.
planning where to go during the holidays, well.. the exams are coming.
i wanna enjoy myself, screw all the tests and exams.its making my fever coming back.

flu and fever and cough..i'm so sick!

i wanna buy more clothes!
i'm a shoppaholic now and an alviholic!(theres no such word by the way,i made that up!)
i want more shirts(that red shirt!!!!, its a guy shirt, so sad!)
i want suspender, vest, skinny black jeans, and more more more...

oh man my crams are killing me..
ooops gotta go!
my test's starting!!!
bye!\m/

this is so strange
2/01/2007 01:00:00 pm

My favourite muse's song!!!
aww!! i love them!~

this is so strange
2/01/2007 10:43:00 am